Suuuu...llllacker!

Okay, I am making a vow. I vow to write at least once per week. One tiny little time! And to get my ass off of facebook... c'mon now! I'm on EVERY SINGLE DAY! And, truth be told, all night, too. No good! I just bought new sneakers and what I should be doing is moving my fat ass on the treadmill!!!

Random things... just bought MY FIRST CAR in 3 years!!!! It's a 2001 VW Bug... cute and yellow and I love it! I'm scared to death that we won't be able to afford it, but we can and are... just me being paranoid.

Bella starts school in 2 weeks... how crazy is that??? I can't believe my baby is 5 and going into kindergarten full-time. Weird. Hubby and I will have an entire day together. I can't even imagine.

Weightloss... it's going. Just started up with the 1000 calorie thing again. It's really turning into about 1200, which is still okay. I've got to get this fucking weight off. I sound like a broken record for sure... Dr.'s appointment is 12/10 and believe me, when you have weight to lose, that sneaks up.

Work is going fine... so far so good. Summer is coming to an end so things are slowing down, although I am working today and it's cloudy so I hope it will be busy and I will come home with over $100 in my pocket! Please Jesus!!!!

Our famly day is tomorrow and other than going to the dealership to have the door handle fixed and grocery shopping, that doesn't leave much time for other things to do... so....

Okay, off to check fucking facebook one more time and then shower...

First tooth

I'm the worst blogger ever... I have to get back into doing this!!!! Loving facebook too much. I'm on it all the time... and working, and playing and enjoying summer...

Bella lost her first tooth today! YAY!!! Bottom front left one. How cool! =)

Day ONE...

Went shopping yesterday and what a horrific experience that was. Why you ask? Because I'm a fat fucking shit again and am THIS PISSED AT MYSELF... Enough... (I said that a few days ago, right?!) Well... got my period and enough said. But that's almost gone and ENOUGH...

So... Day one:

B - 1/2 cup oats with Stevia... 150 cal

S - 1 WW yogurt ... 100 cal

L - 70 Cal Campbell soup with 20 goldfish ... 100 cal

S - Not sure but 100 cal

D - Lean pocket with veggies ... 350 cal

S - Popcorn ... 100 cal.

Total: 1000 or less. PERIOD.

Pissed off...

Totally not been following any form of eating plan -- only unless you consider eating anything a plan... pissed off that I got on the scale this morning and am back to a number I said I would never see again. And here I am. Now, true my monthly "bill" came, or somewhat... so that's a couple, but I saw the number and I am pissed.

The diet starts again today. Really pissssssseeeeddd

Has it really been almost a month???

Where to begin? I am a slacker blogger... and even moreso, a facebook addict. Honestly... I have to stop. The games! The games! The games! Enough...!

So, lets backtrack a month... ummmmm... okay, spoke about the other side of the teeth cleaning incident. Spoke about Christine coming? I think I only got to day one on that... We did have a lovely time, though... And so sad to see her go! Bella seriously missed Ginny...

Onto work... work is work. One of the line cooks, Luis has shown up to work drunk on 2 occasions and completely blew off work on another... that makes working so much fun! A disgruntled owner who does nothing to fix the situation but moreso enables it... It's been busy, so that's lucrative! We have a new girl, Keri, who I love... she has 2 kids, a boy Bella's age and a 5 month old baby girl with Downs... ADORABLE. She and I only work together one day a week...

Onto hubby's work... he gave his notice (GASP!) yesterday because he got a sweet job offer down Cape and accepted it! I am hopeful that he will be happy and the transition will be smooth. Naturally the owners of his current place are BEGGING him to stay but it's a little to little to late... ya know? I know he feels guilty about leaving them in July on Cape... busy, but you have to do what you have to do. I doubt that they will even be open a year from now with all the fucked up practices they do. Onto bigger and better, I say! I will be leaving the cafe at some point -- owners are broken up about it, and I've decided I need to have them have me leave so I can collect unemployment for a bit... it's the only way it'll work so we'll have to see.

Summer is here and is in full swing... we went to see fireworks with my favorite neighbor and her 2 kids and had a blast! She stayed up until 10:30 and partied like a rockstar! Of course 2 days later she's still kind-of a basket case, but whatever...! It was worth it to have a holiday to remember! And I am so thankful to have such a lovely person in my life! =)

So, in a nutshell, that's about it... there were issues along the way but all in all things are pretty good!

Pre-K graduate!

She did it! She graduated from Pre-K on Friday, June 12th! Yay Bella! =) The event was held at a local church and the class put on a little play... so cute! Bella was a penguin, naturally, because Bella loves penguins... Periwinkle Penguin to be exact... so proud of her and moving onto Kindergarten!

*sigh* my baby is growing up!!!!

Ativan...

Is my new best friend... I took one before going to my 2nd dentist appointment and I simply did not care that she was shooting me with Novocaine... didn't care! No stress! No freaking out! I was totally cool as a cucumber! Love that stuff and I will definitely be partaking in a pill before going again.

Highly recommended...

Sorry I haven't updated in a while... my life has been work, work and oh! work!!! Nothing more... oh, sleeping and indulging in wine... but that's it...

First day of Christine

Christine and her daughter Ginny (who is 6) arrived from NY around 1:30 yesterday while I was at work and yay! yay! yay! The fun began... we left work at then headed home and chatted, actually chatted!, for a couple of hours (without a phone between us is fab!) while the girls played and giggled... Around 4:00 we headed over to the 99 for dinner and then a walk in the Commons to do some window looking and let our bellies make room for icecream. We drove to the icecream store and while eating, the girls were giggling hysterically over a port-a-potty, opening and closing the door, peeking in and yelling, "...eeewww!". So funny! I snapped a couple of pix but really can't post them because there's something weird about posting other people's children on MY blog... and I doubt I'd ask. But you can get the picture of how funny it was. Christine and I were pissing ourselves over it!

Home we went and the girls went up to bed -- a sleep over for Bella in her room... we had books, watched some Jonas Bros. on Youtube and then literally zonked out... Christine and I were here in the living room with a bottle of wine that took us 3 hours to drink (us!) and chatted about everything and nothing. I thoroughly enjoyed myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hubby (who had her car) came home around midnight and we had 1/2 of another bottle of wine and went to bed.. so sleepy!!!!!

So nice to have them here!!!! I awoke to the sounds of the girls chattering and laughing together - even if a bit exhausted and a teeny bit hung over, it had to be the sweetest sound!

Today should be fun... a nice breakfast with hubby and then we're off doing whatever we please... so far it's cloudy out but I'm hoping for some sun! We might head down Cape, we might head somewhere else... no plans! Will write more tomorrow am.